| Bond ( @ 2005-12-11 12:02:00 |
we put the F U in fun
So i have not used this much at all lately, and i haven't been busy. i just can't seem to get myself to update anymore. So as some know and the rest do now, me and kim have broken up. been about a month i think. anyway i am moving out today hopefully. i will be living with my sister. which should be interesting but it means i will get out more cause of her friends and the groups they hang out with like to go and do stuff. still having difficulty with a few things of depression, the weather probably isn't helping any. kim's not here she's at dave's or brendon's. probably avoiding the whole situation i can see how me moving out is probably the end all to our relationship/friendship. i still have so much crap to pack. maybe by next weekend i will have it all finished with my room and such. back to my queen sized bed. i can see how it is good to go out and do things it akes your mind off things. and i have always been the lazy person when it comes to going out. my mind wanders way to much. i think i need to put it on a leash or something, maybe beat it with a rolled up newspaper would help. things are going better then expected i suppose. hope all is well.
So i have not used this much at all lately, and i haven't been busy. i just can't seem to get myself to update anymore. So as some know and the rest do now, me and kim have broken up. been about a month i think. anyway i am moving out today hopefully. i will be living with my sister. which should be interesting but it means i will get out more cause of her friends and the groups they hang out with like to go and do stuff. still having difficulty with a few things of depression, the weather probably isn't helping any. kim's not here she's at dave's or brendon's. probably avoiding the whole situation i can see how me moving out is probably the end all to our relationship/friendship. i still have so much crap to pack. maybe by next weekend i will have it all finished with my room and such. back to my queen sized bed. i can see how it is good to go out and do things it akes your mind off things. and i have always been the lazy person when it comes to going out. my mind wanders way to much. i think i need to put it on a leash or something, maybe beat it with a rolled up newspaper would help. things are going better then expected i suppose. hope all is well.